These few day i had been quarreling wif my mum....due to money....i am now so stress dunno wad job i should work(as i had quit my current job) cried last night as i really have so much thing stuff inside my head it really is stressful la....
sometimes i know my mum really worried for me as i am a huge spender....example: if my mum gif me $100 i will spend it on one day....so i aways tell her not to gif me such a big note or i will really spend it all....
and den when i knew dat versatile hair studio gave me a $900 basic...i though yes i can save + spend money...but it seems like after subtracting cpf, insurance....i really cant save
it really is mad...when quarreling wif my mum i really wanted to say dat i really wan to go out wif friends but the reason is...no money...tired....
NO MONEY---- i really have no money lol...my friend is like earning more than me...and they say nevermind la...i lend you money lol....and i really don wan to owe people money dat feeling is really veri STRESS!!! i am still stress dat i still owe wt money!!
TIRED------ as my hair assitant job need mean to work 6 days a week...wif 10 long hours...i really am tired and sometimes the salon is really really busy...and dat really drain my energy....making me so tired to go out wif friends and my reccent off days was jux sleeping at home lei....
but den didn't say this to my mum...as i listen to my brother's advice jux keep quiet lol...no wonder when my mum scold him he never say a word...and it really do helps lei.... SO NEXT TIME YOUR MUM SCOLD YOU...JUX KEEP QUIET!!! IT REALLY HELPS!!!
i now really dunno wad to do now...gif up hairdressing? but den it really is a pity lol...as i already learn so much...but even if i turn to a hair stylist one day my earnings will also be veri little i have to pay for my 3rd brothers income in future....many things as one day my mum will turn old and i nid to feed her lei....so how to have a low pay lol
sometimes my mum jux cant get it y do i wan to find a job that have a high pay lol....being the eldest in the family is really not good lol!!! have to think so much lol
and now she is not happy dat i said dat i wan to work in a pub as their pay is really alot!!! i really dunno wad to do lei....being human is really tired!!! i wish next time my next life i can be a animal in the zoo...lol!!! jux perform for others eat and wait to die...no need to think so much...
sian k la enough of all these le la....really sick and tired la!!!and today i wan to find for job but den cannot go out cause no money lols....today will be staying at home again lol
anyway last few days i had been meeting up wif ying ling and wei ting..and happy dat no quarrels wif ying ling anymore..and happy dat i can cut such a nice hairstyle for her as i love her tail lols...
dat day went to have our meals first and ling long wan go 7-11 and she buy beer and i oso accompany her to drink but den i am a lousy drinker la hai....speaking about drink, i feel like drinking now lol....
